My gut has been telling me I'm sick Sick of these thoughts that nag at my spirit, without quit Hawk and spit on my concentration, mock and pick at my validation More than tries my patience, this is a daily frustration Less than a second it takes to take me off course "Of course.", that’s the catchphrase I say when I mission abort the main focus for the multiple minors The more it slips away, the more I grip tighter Flashing images run past my skull like a speeding bullet If t

My first poem I ever wrote...more to this story to come.

I don’t belong here For every hurt I shed a tear Nothing is ever clear Unaware of my kept hidden fears They look at me as a freak An anomaly in this world they call home Unwanted as the static in the air It’s all I hear instead of your voice on the phone I’m different as dark is to light There can be no such union Steal me away in the night So I can escape the torment I feel within My innocence raped constantly I fear what I have become This child I knew, I don’t even remembe

This is a poem for the days I awake from my bed, mourning...it's morning and the snooze button has been played over my alarm's warning, because waking up today doesn't feel all that rewarding This is a poem for when all the lights in my room are off, and the darkness reflects how I feel most often I offer my apology in advance, for I don't like complaining to strangers and friends, I'd much rather just keep it all in Not even the page or the Gmail drafts on my phone get to kn

‘Fore the I within I grows Strong in Me "Try Not, Do." My Philosophy My Will to Live never been more coherent Feel The Force Awaken with these Lyrics, Come Get It!

A visualizer I made for one of my favorite songs by my homie and college, KD1.

"Why you wanna fly, blackbird? You ain't never gonna fly No place big enough for holding All the tears you gone cry 'Cause your momma's name is lonely And your daddy's name's pain And they call you little sorrow 'Cause you'll never love again Why you wanna fly, blackbird? You ain't never gonna fly You ain't got no one to hold you You ain't got no one to care If you'd only understand, dear Nobody wants you anywhere So, why you wanna fly, blackbird? You ain't never gone..." Bec

I no I no longer care for what they say right now I don't I don't even bother, I'm on my game right now

Imposter syndrome is standing next to me as I have accomplished the first part to a goal I said I was going to finish.