I-Dentistry | Poem

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I call myself SoL because that's where my spirit is, my light's been dimmed by many negative experiences

Speaking on life from my current condition and the current's decisions, freedom is my mission

Breathing love in my sentence and sometimes hate to relieve the tensions from my brain

Sorry 'n shit for not being summery and flowery every day you grace my face, but life don't really work that way

She can rain, he can pour, it can storm and leave 10ft of snow at your door

Similarly, what is certain to me is uncertainty

For certainly no one man can hold the world in their hands

Some barely juggle this jungle of a divided land for the so-called united we stand

And here I stand man child, eternal boy, adult with faults, insults, and everything to this point I've been taught

Refunding every thing I had bought that isn't conducive to my inner thoughts

Investing in anything worth the talk constructing the form of my outer walk

I want what you see when you look at me be all that is me and can be, then let just be

For every fall of my crown reverse now to a head raised tall, if you say it's too far I'll say it's God's call

Because it's been too long hiding my songs just so you feel strong, knowing where you are wrong

A loss hard and long treading over years of feeling dead and gone

Popping dreamkillers overdosing on your depictions

They say its love but I believe I been taking the wrong prescription for my "symptoms"

A syndrome, I would call sin's home that I could not see quite clear till Kendrick said it best:

Fear, a feeling efficient at making you, everything and anyone else inefficient

Make a star into a blemish, existence insignificant

The comment section on someone's suicide note: good riddance

Grim depiction on how we have evolved to run …only, no knowledge when to fight

Practicing my skill of flight yes instead of spreading my wings to fly

Shook, that I will burn nearing too close to that big light in my mind

Veer away avoid that taste of rejection, don't want to end up another mixtape: ejected

As deer when shooters on the hunt come near, dejected

Forming an old grey decrepit scorn concepted, acceptance not given when none was taken

That vitamin I keep behind my tongue, never digested

Now knowing, way back when I should’ve known better

Making a bond not anything I could ever experience dare sever

So this is for the child in this shell known as a man who needed his father's hands

Investing a life of failure and chance, my good and regrets that helped me stand

To be here on this mic stand to say to him with a note this wrote from my SoL

I Love You. I Love You, I need you, I hold no one above you because no one can do you like you do

Stay true, as the winter breeze be cool, even in the summer's heat keep cool

Decide for yourself, be alive with your wealth, take the time to build yourself

And don't ask yes you a handsome devil recognize you fly as hell

Life ain't nothin' but a game and you always been good playing at uno so playa play these cards that you were dealt

Whatever style, genre, plane or weather for better or worse

Always treasure your level of worth, then flip it

Don't keep to yourself, speak for yourself and live it

Break every link of this cell with every link of your cells

Tell your story worth spreading, because it's yours and it is mine

And remember that the fact you are here, is worth every moment of anyone's time

Because I know who I am, SoL

Heart on forward, new to this experience, some familiar, while others mysterious

But I'll remember what a wise man just told me so: keep that big bright light of a smile in your mind, always on glow

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I-Dentistry by SoL

Performance was STAYonLIT

Lyrics were Composed in SoL

Published via Embold with SoL

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MESSAGE FROM THE ARTIST:

This Artistic Piece of Literature is the Sole

Intellectual Property of The Original Author &

Copyright Owner by name of Steven O. Lynn

bka SoL aka Mista STAYonLIT; All Rights Reserved.