I let this realm weaken me
Installing a cap on the peak in me
I wonder if it's too late
To be someone I consider great
I was told be focus despite the in balance
To just cleaning room can be such challenge
I feel in my heart there is such malice
I'm chipping as I go, don't want it to callous
I want to be there for everybody, I really do
I tear myself a part when i fail you
Every day in a constant place of terror
I don't like this obsession of human error
I didn't used to be like this
I blame others why I be like this
Accountabiliy is a everyday practice
I am not responsible for your actions
I don't like where I am, it's not safe here
I know it's all in my mind, can I escape fear
Of letting go of what don't serve me
Do I have time enough for the unlearning
There's issues my family don't discuss
And that's bullshit, I'm filled with such disgust
Hardly ever feel like I belong here
Picture perfect day? When my thoughts clear
Out of sight, out of mind, out of body
My Mood = "I Could Use Somebody"
By the Kings of Leon, need someone to lean on
But it takes so much for me take so much
Don't wish to burden with things I need fixed
When in the end, it's me who has to do the work to fix
What was damaged, stregthen what is still
In my possession, it's based upon my will
But knowing which pieces to leave behind
Stop letting them cut me deep inside
I don't know why a lot of times
I just don't know, but I suppose
It's better to do something than nothing
That's why I took the time, to write a little something.
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